:: webster pejuang proletar

18 phrase to describe :
1. nyepet abis
2. ga nyampe 24 se
3. gada yg separah philip n kevin
4. adalana maybe right
5. psycolog : cita2 tak sampai
6. never unfused
7. religion may help
8. not rapped, but treated
9. reverse family
10. come in sense
11. never been touched
12. hardly public rest room
13. danny’s hurt
14. david’s trauma
15. migrain, not trance
16. hard courts
17. feelingless politician
18. sybil ++

– composed by Daniel Keyes –

ntar lah dikasi resensi nya.. masi shock dr mimpi barusan..

Hi mid-nite friend,,
Bagaimana kabarmu d sana ? Baik2 saja kan ?
Sejak hari-hari pertama berkenalan denganmu
aku masi ta tahu bagaimana perasaan itu ada

aku sudah mengekspresikan semua isi hatiku kepadamu
trima kasi atas waktu2 berharga yg kau berikan padaku
d kelas dimana kamu sempatkan berkunjung
d mesjid dimana kita beribadah bersama
d tempat umum d kala sedang pesiar

walaupun , endingnya ga begitu bagus pas PA
"Fan, maafin aku y.. Ud, lupain aja smua kenangan sedih. Sukses y !!"
itu kata2 yg kamu tulis d buku tahunan ku, cinta
tak kan pernah kuapus dr memori ku yg pas2an ini

setelah itu , kita malah gengsi2an saling minta maaf
aku sadar, klo rasa itu masi ada..
makanya aku minta maaf duluan sama kamu,.
dan kita melewati masa2 bahagia..

masa dimana kita bs menerima keberadaan masing2 ;
kau pegang tangan ku dengan erat
ku dekap tubuhmu dalam pelukanku
dan mencium mu dengan kasih sayangku
even i realize we cant be together all the day

lately, u became so indifferent to me,,
apa kamu memang sibuk ama aktivitas d kampus ?
ato karena kamu emang ga butuh aku lagi ?
u got the answer, honey.. i only can assume..

sayang, d dalam hati ini aku masi berharap pada janjimu
janji 3 tahun lalu yg mungkin terlupakan olehmu ;

Ruang Baca Kelas 3 , jam istirahat:
" ***, pesiar k yogya yuk.. aku dah daftar pesiar"
dengan alasan yang  aku karang sendiri, then u answer
"Fan, laen  kali aja yah..  aku blum daftar pesiar"
akhirnya waktu itu aku k yogya sendiri, sunyi..
blakangan aku tau kamu juga pesiar,, k magelang tp..

smoga aja desember ntar kamu nepatin janji mu, sayang..
berharap kali ini kamu yg hub aku duluan
just to make sure u still in my heart,,

i do believe !!

God give me 2 hands. the right hand to help the other , and  the left one to help myself. but , in cerain situation and condition , u’ll have to use both of them to help yourself. the time when you really in trouble or you have to be selfish. anyhow , that situation came by me the last days. i have to focus on my destination here !! but, still cant use my right hand to help myself..  suddenly someone told me to  help her. that my weak point : cant refuse other request to do a favor. that persons shouldn’t be my family, friends or what else.. even my foe has come to me and asked me to do something that i can.. scofieldly, i come to them and try to do what i can do for them. even , when i have done a favor for them , they become my foe again.. that happened all the time i live.  poor me ; when i need sometimes , not all of them would give their hand for me. but, that thing doesn’t have urge me to bookmark them. i juts memorize the one would help is my friend ; not just an acquaitance for me. Let me distinguish both of them. Friend is someone you along with when you in sadness and need some help. while acquaitance will be all the persons when you’re happy.  And my right hand should be for all my acquaitance.

then, when i can use that*) right hand for myself even just a slight of time ??
Tanya Ken-APa ?!?!?!?

*) kata tunjuk jauh,klo deket this ^-^